8th of December, 2013

What is life? Is just a matter of how you look at it. People from different kind of background will have different perspective towards life. It can further be classified into few groups of people looking at life differently. I guess, i'm in the group of people who is struggling in life. ' Struggling ' as in working hard for my exams. Most importantly, scratching my head all the time when i'm reading my law books Especially CONSTITUTIONAL LAW >.< I don't if i'm the one who's struggling over it. Or everyone does it too. Never mind, i'll take it as i'm dumb. It must be mainly because of my poor English which subsequently causing me hard to understand the content in CONSTI. Fuck it, its not even a valid excuse for me to stop reading. I just gotta keep moving on, working extra harder, and getting better. After all, what is life without struggle right? We grow up from struggle. =)

6th of December, 2013

Sigh, exam is on next week. And that's the first time I'm sitting for an exam in University. Yeap. I have never had any experiences about it Ofcourse, it is nothing more than writing and keep on being chased down by the time. MOST IMPORTANTLY, BLOWING MY MIND UP. Oh ya, and it is also worth to point out that it's the first time doing any law papers. Yeap, not gonna try doing the past years too. Therefore, i'm definitely dead. Due to the fact that I haven't even finish reading my syllabus yet. WISH ME LUCK. and ya i just deleted dota. for the sake of my studies.

21st of November, 2013

Looking back at those days when I was doing A-levels, spm, pmr or even UPSR. Every time when I was sitting for any of these examination. I will be like this is gonna be the hardest task in my entire life. And yes, same thing is happening again. Yeap.. law. Yeap.. i'm doing law, currently. But somehow I still feel amazed about myself for being who I am now. Is like I never thought of a person like me could possibly be doing law. Its totally overwhelming. Okay. I think I love myself too much But this was just the first semester. And apparently, I'm facing a lot of difficulties. I swore to god that I have worked extra harder as compared to any exams that I had gone through in my entire life. But still, my hard work is not enough for me to be good. Or even pass the first semester. As in, even IELTS is being a big problem to me now. I fucking hate that shit. Is like retaking my undang test for three times. Why is GOD doing this to me? It's getting late, my eyes are closing. It 2:19am right now. I'm still trying hard to study my tort law on 'Breach Of Duty' never a failure, always a lesson.